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LOVE

Ibrahim a.s. had to slaughter his own child,
Nuh a.s's belief was denied by his spouse,
Yusuf a.s betrayed by his flesh and blood,
Muhammad s.a.w. opposed by his own numerous family members.

they endured such a huge ordeals,
they faced the pain,
they went through horrible accusations.

but do these mean Allah hates them?
wrath on them?

no.
it's just because Allah loves them so much.
Allah wants His beloved yearn for Him alone,
depend on Him alone,
put trust on Him alone,
hope for Him alone,
rely on Him alone.
such a beauty Lover,
Allah is. :')
 

this is me to be honest

i rebel,
i weep,
i hurt others,
i am selfish most of the time,
i forgot others,
i troubled people around,
a lot.

i am bad,
really bad.

 do forgive me.

i attempted,
i fought,
i struggled,
so hard for a-better-me,
anyhow.

do forgive me,
again and again.

do correct me continually for i am weak and fragile.

2

those who are still not marry yet mostly so ecstatic seeing newly-wed including me. eheh.

they(newly-wed) seems like blooming in a springtime,
colorful and wondrously amazed,
completing and appreciating each other,
and sometimes we feel envy rite?

 to be continue...

1

searching and having a spouse seems like a super crucial matter for youngster nowadays.

some found theirs by a blessed way,
they followed the guidance restricted in Islam,
asking refudge from Allah all the time,
never crossed the boundary line,
alhamdulillah.
may Allah guides such partners till jannah.

but some are not.
they knew the do-and-don't-things but lusty desire won over them.
i am interested not in explaining further about such couples.
let's just pray for Allah will show them the right way,
in shaa Allah.

i once fell in love,
 i reckon it's true love ever.
i blinded not,
 really did awakened by.
it's such a deepest,
 wondrous feeling.
i bet it'll be forever till hereafter.
i did not just believe,
 i trust indeed.

but then,
 i know not where on earth the love is at this moment.

i currently, completely frustrated with people,
hopeless totally.
either that on buddies, acquaintances and even my very own flesh and blood.
but perhaps it's my own fault.

reflect.
Qur'an, 112;2